On my way to a healthy me
September 22, 2005Yesterday was a day for health realization. I knew that my health is going out of the way, and it’s not getting any better.
I cannot bring myself to list them all up here because I may just create a pathetic + lonely = I hate this Blog output. My pains should be nobody else’ but mine alone. Atleast that was what one person told me - to lock my pains in my own internal prison.
But, on the brighter side, I am still fortunate that I have had this known as early as yesterday. People who love me always told me to rest and take good care of myself and stop being stressed and sleep and yadda yadda. I have always ignored them because of the pressures, and because I wanted to earn good grades. Look at me now, I am 94 pound gaga, and unfit.
So, glad to announce that I am on my way to a healthy me. Yes, this time, I should get serious. I have dreams. And all my sickness are shipping me away from them. I will not let them jail me in on that ship forever. I will escape while I still can, take a small boat, and jump into the ocean, regardless of what it may take me. I am not risking my dreams now because I am not healthy. I will row my boat towards my dreams, slowly but surely. I promise I will be well beginning this time.
